I'm so down right now.
rejected by 2 unis, with no back up plan whatsoever.
How?
It's entirely my fault.

My reason for not applying at private uni is because,
1. I wanted to save money.. which I do not know why I did that,
maybe because I know I am going to spend more money on medical issues.
a)a week old, already need to go for operation
b)secondary 2, operation for you-know-what
c)now, braces.. will most probably spend another 5k
there's a reason why I hate going to hospitals, now you know the reason..
2. I didn't really want to study there either, it's the courses.. It's not like I think I will be able to make it into a local u.. the courses, doesn't appeal to me, but, it looks like I have to give them a go
3. the application fee. ok, I know that's a stupid reason. But I just have to mention it to show my stupidity.

also, studying overseas is out of the question.
Most likely I will start appealing, isn't that the only way to do?
Life isn't going to get any easier.

I shall place my mind off these things mentioned above..
for a little while

I haven't been blogging
internet down, just got it fixed ytd. technician came,
after that, I went rushing down to dental at Tanglin Shopping Centre,
I was late, had to wait for 30 min as there was another patient..
left premises at 5 pm.

I just watched zettai kareshi ep 6.
It's getting nicer, different from the manga.
If it's similar, wouldn't it be kinda repetitive?

I got my chiku wig cut by MARSHA!
thank you so much!
I really owe her one..
my prop (weapon) making is behind schedule.
I have to blame myself for procrastinating as well..
not everything goes as smoothly when it's the first time you're doing it.
wonder how it will turn out.

july cosfest.. it sure is coming..
my cousin's wedding is also in july.
I have to make it for both..

I missed this year's D' J party.
it's seriously out of place for some reason,
in may? at suntec?
It's usually held at youth park in orchard in JUNE..
@_@

I think I better stop now before the entry goes too long & nobody would want to read it