-fangirling moment starts here-
(IGNORE IT if you think it's NONSENSICAL)

OH MY GOSH!
I must be stupid or rather BLIND to not even know that toma was featured in i-weekly!
is it just me or is TOMA the next big thing HERE?

u know hana kimi, then now MAOH.
I am happy for him. He's got his big break NOW.
12 years. WHO WAITS TWELVE YEARS?
from now on, more ppl will recognise his talents as well.
believe me, he's a good actor ^^
which does not make any sense 'cos he's in johnny's
(for those who don't know, johnny's is a entertainment agency which produces SINGING GROUPS, the people who are in it are all GUYS. Honestly, it's like a BIG MONEY SUCKING MACHINE -I wonder what will happen if johnny sees this-
but don't worry johnny. I am a big supporter of your grps..
LIKE NEWS & K8... NO, I don't really like KAT-TUN/HEY SAY JUMP)


wanna see the article?
http://pics.livejournal.com/thesweetnote/pic/00011f73

"That performance was the turning point in the life. Looking at the senpais twice my age being so engrossed in acting, makes me want to be devoted to acting my whole life. Looking at the eyes of the spectators from the stage, receiving letters from my fans, all these has made me realised that I am doing something meaningful in my life, and an important job that will affect the life of others."

~

"A lot of people tend to ask me these days, what the changes are after becoming popular. I'm not that type of person that wants to become someone for fame and popularity, I just want to give my best shot to what I love doing the most. It's only when you keep trying and trying, then you'll slowly succeed."
[HE DOESN'T GET TOO HOT-HEADED EVEN WHEN HE IS POPULAR]

credits to: ikuta_toma lj

-end of FANGIRLING-


sorry guys.. I didn't really blog about my life @_@
but recently, there has been outings
my class (24A) & my KHR team outing~
meeting new people can be somewhat challenging..
U don't know how are they like, BUT I AM GLAD they are all nice people.

(here are some of my thoughts)
somehow, I feel I have been disappointing a lot of people these days.
I can't get into a local uni, my uncle even got me a new HP..
but I haven't used it yet, 'cos I feel I don't deserve it.
I am lazy and lazy and still very lazy.
but I've been told that when it comes to the things I like, I will go all the way..
So I've been thinking..
CHANGING would be what i need to do.
I have always felt that I only have bad points, but someone told me that I have good points. It made me feel like crying.
I cried. yes, I did. (it was embarrassing but i did)

I need to move on.
I feel I have to, and this is the reality I've been given.
I have to accept and let go.
I have dreams, I can't just give up on things.
A certain someone will always be a memory, someone who has treasured his family a lot.
I do have regrets.
Am I unfilial for not going to the temple to pray on the death anniversary?
I really don't know. I just didn't want to cry at the temple.

when I rewatched Kurosagi, I felt a pang in my heart.
the incident will be a thing of the past to the newspapers. But the family will never ever forget... (I kind of forget a few lines, but you get the gist)

it's really messed up.. But it's a way of expressing what I feel right now..