When will I receive a reply from NUS or NTU?
it's already too late to apply for private U.
The thing is, if bo bian, I can only start sch earliest next yr JAN.
I don't know if I have been cursed or what..
but life is spiraling down.
but it will never end, not just yet.
I still have a future ahead.
& I won't be so stupid as to kill myself
Things already happen, and dying doesn't help one bit.
(though I admit, I have thought about dying many times, like how ending it would definitely solve everything but, IT AIN'T SO..)


on a lighter note,
my auntie said she wants to bring me to JAPAN if her friend is not going back to New Zealand.
So if that happens, I have a chance!
let's see how my luck goes.
but japan is an expensive country *faints*

PROCRASTINATION!
it really applies to everything, even cosplay.
When you're not prepared, you can't cosplay.
I think I am in that situation now..
AH!
shoes, buttons, specs, props!!
b4 I forget the shirt/blouse!
oh ya, BLUE CONTACTS TOO T__T
I am fretting right now.
& I can't wait to cosplay too ~~
of course I am nervous, worried & excited.
been 1 1/2 yrs already!
CHIONG AR!

hope to see you guys at cosfest too~
ciao