I had a swollen eye on wed~
reason: I just woke, then, TA-DA! I had a swollen eye.
(only one eye was affected)

[I skipped work for like 4 days? >_>]
tue - had driving, then i take off,
wed - SWOLLEN EYE
thu - EYE STILL SWOLLEN
fri - went to take SGC

continuing my story, I went to the polyclinic.
Not very crowded, but still, waited very long to see the doctor, & very long for the referral letter.
Now, my eye heal already, & I have an appointment with TTSH on the 23rd JUL.
O LE~ looks like I'm gonna skip work AGAIN!
>_>

I also have to go for root canal treatment on the 26th JUL.
(i seriously hate my teeth now)
speaking of which, I will skip work whenever I have driving / dental appointment
SO AM I CONSIDERED TO BE WORKING?
O_O


my life is so messed up right now..
haven't even applied for a UNI, DRAGGING MYSELF TO WORK EVERYDAY.
(gosh, I hate uni enrollment)
the SGC so nice also no use~
can't even get me into UNI~
what HOPE are you talking about?
I hate those conceited brats who think there IS hope in this world.
like real.
They just haven't experienced anything in their lives & soon, when something happens they will go wailing like no one's business.

pttf. I finally got those out of my mind. I feel less pissed.

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why did they have to put COSCON on national day?!
of all the sat in aug, why national day?
it's gonna be really crowded on MRT & makes me wonder if I can transport mukuro's weapon.. hmm
(maybe we should just take a taxi)
I feel accomplished after making my weapon. It's still around 80% done.
left with spraying & drawing to do~~ zzz
I haven't got to making "holes" for chikusa's yo-yos as I was busy working on mukuro's trident.
I feel GOOD!

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b4 I forget, my cousin, Ke-winn got married on sat.
CONGRATULATIONS!
I tasted red wine for the 2nd time in my entire life. O_O
it has this after taste that makes your face go all scrawny. LOL
I liked the dessert & the fish. probably the only few food which I liked.
YAM PASTE & the duo dessert.
(damn, I forget to take photos)

I had mixed reactions from what I was wearing & my uncles even thought I was cosplaying >_<
nah, I wasn't.. but i indeed PLANNED to.. but, in the end, no.. there's no way am i going to be in a suit, with chikusa's nerdy look and hairstyle~ LOL

I just hate it when people make fun about me because of the things i love.
SO WHAT IF I AM DIFFERENT? I just like different things from what-you-call-normal-people would like & seriously, people in AMERICA / JAPAN wouldn't even care if you walk out like that on the streets.. I guess it's just singaporeans.

People do stare at you when you are wearing a mask or an eye patch, what about cosplaying? When something's unusual, people will just stare. Do we love the attention? Nope. we don't. But I'm sure you might be saying, we're cosplaying to get attention.. hell no. why would i spend MONEY TO GET ATTENTION? it's our interest, hobby, & passion. I'm sure you guys also have INTERESTS, HOBBIES & PASSIONS. we are normal people like you & you. we are not attention seekers. PLEASE DON'T mix such people with us. THANK YOU!

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Do you really believe there's such a thing as "THERE WILL BE A BETTER TOMORROW?"
You can ask that to a patient~ I don't think you will receive such a reply.
quote from: CODE BLUE (j-drama) EPISODE 1

honestly, does it really happen?
try asking yourself that..

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I wrote such a long rant.
zZZ
please reply if you ever read this post.
I just want your opinions.