I am loving CODE BLUE + MAOU!
CODE BLUE
the different situations portrayed in each & every patient in each episode gets to me. (as human, we tend to have those emotions time and time again)

"Isn't painful for you not to be able to forget?"

"That's not it."
"It's not painful not because you can't forget"
"It is painful because you forget."
"It is true that for the 1st 3 months, were really painful"
"But after a year, I started to think about things like 'what should I eat for dinner tonight?"

those words really hit me in the heart well. I am really afraid I would forget. I do not want to. But I really feel.. I slowly am, beginning to do so. I guess, it's because we have to get on with our lives and live on, instead of welling up in the past. But, forgetting a person who is in our lives (be they, alive or dead).. is simple.

MAOU
it's a remake of "the devil" (korean drama) To tell the truth, I am watching it because of toma. Why? 'cos he's eye candy + his acting is really *thumbs-up*,
maou is full of angst.

[spoiler alert]

ohno is portraying a character (naruse) who is so evil, it gets hard to sympathise with him. true enough, his family died wronged deaths, but I feel it is certainly wrong of him to take revenge on naoto (toma) by plotting deaths of the people around him.

NAOTO CRYING saddens me a lot. reason? it just hurts when you see people crying. + when people around you, YOUR FRIENDS are dying because of you, wouldn't it hurt? after all, naoto is also human.

[/spoiler alert]

naoto's ANGER, FEAR, SADNESS is portrayed well. (I may sound biased, but don't criticise toma's acting until you watch the damn show) If you feel his acting is only average, by all means, JUST DON'T SAY IT IN MY FACE. TY.

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on with real life, I went to adjust my braces today. Changed the rubber bands to red to show my PATRIOTISM for the country. I refuse to put alt red + white as white stains easily, & I am sure, I can't resist my cravings for curry. (as much as I can't eat curry in peace. due to several reasons)

I'm having driving tomorrow. I'm really enjoying my lessons now (due to the fact that I can better control the clutch, not like before, where the engine would stall whenever I move off from a traffic junction) Hopefully, I am able to test drive the circuit tml. So i can test my driving skills O_O

argh.
Someone please tell me not to procrastinate to sign up for JCU?
I don't know what's stopping me from doing so. I feel I can't study after such a long break from studying, I seem to have lost interest in studying. my brain is seriously rotting. I can't even remember CHEMISTRY when I know it so well just like a year ago? I can't even remember PERFECT SQUARE for maths.
(I don't even know if my choice to study business was BECAUSE i can't study the subjects I want to study)

I am in serious need of a life right now.
reality sucks.
(how does real illusions sound? the power of KHR)

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someone make me a mukuro plushie? pwee-t3h puh-l3ase *attempts twitter talk*
how can you stand it when someone types like that? it's unreadable.

SGCAFE
you should spend your time looking at the complaint thread.
it gives you insight on various things.

handling cosplay teams is tough. trust me, never be a cosplay team leader.
(I don't think I am ever going to make cosplay teams anymore after KHR 08 + Biz Suit PS, everything's going PRIVATE, so it's SURPRISES, SURPRISES, SURPRISES)
oh, & I don't like people who cosplay 'cos they find the character cool. please la, if you want to cosplay, RESEARCH - accuracy + portrayal matters..

I've learnt many things from cosplay, be it, attitudes, props making, and so on.
the list is never ending, meeting new people is one thing, accuracy is another. cosplaying, i admit, is for fun, (it's a hobby and passion that all cosplayers share)
also, there are people who mix cosplay with something else, it is really @_@
the key word is RESEARCH!

speaking of which, I saw a really nice photoshoot of KHR: SKY BATTLE!
http://sgcafe.com/showpost.php?p=4307488&postcount=10104
squalo on wheelchair is really WIN!

there are people who started cosing DGM 3rd uni. they sure are fast.
I haven't been watching DGM and I certainly need to as it is one of my plans next year. (I shall not say anything about the character I am cosplaying T__T)
I am seeing STARS!

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