oh ya? *mimicks mukuro*

blogger revamped their control panel =3
kinda surprised, 'cos I don't usually read blogger news =x

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I decided to continue watching d gray man. after stopping at ep 60+. (the reason shall not be exposed.) I finally got to see allen in crown clown. I like his crown clown sword thingy.

kanda, kanda, kanda!!!
I am starting to feel the YULLEN =x

(suddenly so high on DGM, 'cos I caught up to ep 93; but I don't think it will ever beat my love for KHR)

finally Marshall Cross appeared, after so long.. We get to see his innocence & find out he is a wielder of 2 anti-akuma weapons~~ (I am slow TT__TT)

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TOMA no BAKA!
he hasn't been updating his tomagoto!
he's most probably busy filming maou, and preparing for the upcoming stage-play GREASE. (coming up in OCT)
I can't watch his stage play. I wouldn't understand a single shit.
(unless I continue my japanese language course, intermediate level)
*w* I can't wait to step into japan! (this has no intention of saying I would be going to japan any time soon)

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Note: serious thoughts ahead.
I don't know why I am mixing this with fangirl thoughts above, but ... I feel, Ican't be serious all the time, right? If I do, I feel I would break anytime.
Every time when I start thinking about what happened, I feel like crying.
As what I've said in my previous post, I really do not want to forget. It's hard on me and on my family as well, but still... we definitely do not want that to happen..
it can't be helped, right? ヒトのシヌトキ～

I sorted out most of my thoughts after speaking to my mum and ah beef. Still quite unsure about myself and my confidence in doing things, but soon, I will get everything done. I hope I wasn't so lazy & procrastinate. I find it hard to change this bad habit. I just felt that I let a lot of people down (esp him) when I couldn't get into a local university. It just felt damn horrible. It might have been the reason why I was feeling so down last week.

I guess only people who know me well enough will understand..
I'm really not that strong a person eh?