Like the title says, I only started watching one piece NOW & I'm only at episode 17 LOL -sounds like a big joke, considering one piece has close to 400 episodes currently-
I wonder when am I going to complete watching all the episodes.

This weekend, I was busy going out @_@
Firstly, had to pray to my ancestors on both mornings on sat and sun.
On Sat, there was a cosplay event at liang court, KUROBARA.
When we reached, it was already 2pm. Lots of people were already there. I never really noticed the other cosplayers (though I wasn't cosplaying & was only in pedestrain mode); probably busy chatting with my own group of friends @ KINO was the most enjoyable. I keep seeing KAMEN RIDER KIVA nowadays.. where's DEN-O? 8D

I DIDN'T KNOW SOMEONE DID KAMEN RIDER KIVA (henshin ver) on EOY, maybe because I wasn't into Kamen rider yet and never take notice of it. But I will look forward to the team @ COSFEST! woo (which reminds me that I need to get my butt to watch Kabuto & Kiva)

As I did not have to attend lectures on monday, I scheduled a cloth shopping trip for my team for PS/cosfest. I am excited to cosplay that particular character so much, though the wig color is literally killing me @_@ finally bought the cloth and the relevant acessories. The next thing is to find another tailor, as the one that garyuu recommended was really expensive and I'm on budget as well ORZ

I don't think I would be cosplaying for Streetfest, and will probably be going as a jrock fan :3 and to meet up with friends who will be cosplaying 8D KHR KHR FTW \0/
I WANT TO COSPLAY DEN O man.. Of course not as the henshin ver. (I think I will fail very badly @_@)


There's going to be a MCQ test tmr AND I have YET to review my topics and tutorial questions. Guess I will do that later, after dinner. Currently waiting for my ma to come back, so we can have dinner together..

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I don't know why I started thinking about this, probably because I thought about him @_@ Even to the point where I once think that I am such a useless person, and I should have died instead of him. I guess it's just not my time yet.

Argh, If I say I am satisfied with my life, I would probably say no? I think one can never be truly satisfied. ORZ I don't know why people say I'm strong when I am actually not, and also, I don't like it when people thinks about death. It sucks, ok. Don't get me wrong. I don't hate the people themselves. Just that, I feel, they probably should try to think more positively, it will actually do more good on themselves as well. (Believe me, I have been through more than you would have expected) So, people, don't ever say you want to die please. It actually hurts the people around you more than anything. It's best to keep that in mind. Ultimately, it's their families that suffer. There was this statement made in KUROSAGI, that when your whole family is killed except you, the people will only know of it through the papers, and that no one actually cares as the days go by, leaving only the family to be greatly affected by the change in their lives. Treasure the people around you and also yourself.

Though I don't really get the thing about having a purpose in life.